Why Lord Jesus, is My life always seem so upside down all of the time.
Since My marriage crumble , there was only an short time between then and now.
That short time , that You had gave to Me an extra portion of the Holy Spirit.
It feels like You are allowing the wicked ones to destroy Me or something.
For Life is becoming more and more hard to Live this here Life Jesus.
Maybe You are using this, to reveal just how much that We need You God.
Whatever the reason, behind this all that I know is that I really need You.
I even struggle at times, with the simplest task on the earth O Holy Jesus.
So show Me Lord Jesus, why must everything come down to this right now.